Pam's Best Selling Memoir

She risked everything to flee an abusive addict. When her child veered towards the same path, could she learn to forgive?

Pam Rader didn’t just crave freedom… her survival depended on it. Having escaped at knifepoint from her violent alcoholic husband, she desperately sought a new beginning for her infant son. But after a string of failed relationships and marriages, her worst nightmare unfolded before her eyes as her beloved boy developed an out-of-control heroin addiction.

In this deeply personal and touching story, Pam Rader recounts her struggle for independence and acceptance during the most turbulent time of her life. And through the power of yoga and self-reinvention, this mother’s discovery of compassion will comfort anyone all too close to the horror of destructive behavior.

Through the Cracks is an inspirational memoir that will shine light at the end of any dark and treacherous tunnel. 

Praise for Through the Cracks 

"Raw, compelling and infinitely hopeful. This book will enrich you from the first to the last word. Probing into every corner of her life, Pam Rader's journey is a profoundly authentic reminder of the extraordinary power we each have to totally transform our lives. Anyone who has been touched by addiction will be deeply moved by this woman's story and inspired by her triumph." 

-New York Time Best Selling Author, Founder of Baptiste Yoga, Baron Baptiste

"I am in awe of this book." 

- International Best Selling Author of the Sarah Roberts series,  Jonas Saul 

This book is available in Paperback or you can listen to it narrated by Pam on Audible!