She risked everything to flee an abusive addict. When her child veered towards the same path, could she learn to forgive?
Pam Rader didn’t just crave freedom… her survival depended on it. Having escaped at knifepoint from her violent alcoholic husband, she desperately sought a new beginning for her infant son. But after a string of failed relationships and marriages, her worst nightmare unfolded before her eyes as her beloved boy developed an out-of-control heroin addiction.
In this deeply personal and touching story, Pam Rader recounts her struggle for independence and acceptance during the most turbulent time of her life. And through the power of yoga and self-reinvention, this mother’s discovery of compassion will comfort anyone all too close to the horror of destructive behavior. Through the Cracks is an inspirational memoir that will shine light at the end of any dark and treacherous tunnel.
"Raw, compelling and infinitely hopeful. This book will enrich you from the first to the last word. Probing into every corner of her life, Pam Rader's journey is a profoundly authentic reminder of the extraordinary power we each have to totally transform our lives. Anyone who has been touched by addiction will be deeply moved by this woman's story and inspired by her triumph."
-New York Time Best Selling Author, Founder of Baptiste Yoga, Baron Baptiste
"I am in awe of this book." - International Best Selling Author of the Sarah Roberts series, Jonas Saul
This book is available in Paperback or you can listen to it narrated by Pam on Audible!
Healing Mind, Body, & Soul: Recovering from the Trauma of Addiction
In the wake of the opioid crisis, this compilation delves into the profound trauma that leads to addiction and the further anguish inflicted by its grasp, while also shedding light on the stigma that surrounds it. Through a collection of powerful narratives, this book explores the devastating impact of addiction on individuals, families, and communities, offering a beacon of hope for recovery and healing.
Against the backdrop of societal stigma and misunderstanding, readers are invited to witness the resilience of the human spirit as individuals navigate the complexities of addiction and its aftermath. From the depths of despair to the heights of redemption, these stories illuminate the transformative journey of recovery.
provides a sacred space for healing to unfold, fostering connection, empathy, and understanding among those affected by addiction. By confronting the stigma and silence surrounding all addictions, this book aims to inspire readers to cultivate compassion, resilience, and a renewed sense of purpose in their own lives. Together, we can break the chains of stigma, transform pain into power, and embark on a journey of healing for the mind, body, and soul.
Each author in this compilation has written their own chapter on the challenges they have faced around addiction. We commend them for their courage.
Written by Teena Clipston, Pam Rader, Luke Wiltshire, Brenda-Lynn Haley, Heather Alexander, Dawn Finn, Danna Bushell, Ben Goerner, Stacy Zemen, Helena Paivinen, Anne Theriault, Carol Thevarge, Hamish Roth, Taylor Pridy, Alma Lee Byzewski, and Callum Roth.
She risked everything to flee an abusive addict. When her child veered towards the same path, could she learn to forgive?
Pam Rader didn’t just crave freedom… her survival depended on it. Having escaped at knifepoint from her violent alcoholic husband, she desperately sought a new beginning for her infant son. But after a string of failed relationships and marriages, her worst nightmare unfolded before her eyes as her beloved boy developed an out-of-control heroin addiction. In this deeply personal and touching story, Pam Rader recounts her struggle for independence and acceptance during the most turbulent time of her life. And through the power of yoga and self-reinvention, this mother’s discovery of compassion will comfort anyone all too close to the horror of destructive behavior. Through the Cracks is an inspirational memoir that will shine light at the end of any dark and treacherous tunnel.
"Raw, compelling and infinitely hopeful. This book will enrich you from the first to the last word. Probing into every corner of her life, Pam Rader's journey is a profoundly authentic reminder of the extraordinary power we each have to totally transform our lives. Anyone who has been touched by addiction will be deeply moved by this woman's story and inspired by her triumph."
-New York Time Best Selling Author, Founder of Baptiste Yoga, Baron Baptiste
"I am in awe of this book." - International Best Selling Author of the Sarah Roberts series, Jonas Saul
This book is available in Paperback or you can listen to it narrated by Pam on Audible!
Healing Mind, Body, & Soul: Recovering from the Trauma of Addiction
In the wake of the opioid crisis, this compilation delves into the profound trauma that leads to addiction and the further anguish inflicted by its grasp, while also shedding light on the stigma that surrounds it. Through a collection of powerful narratives, this book explores the devastating impact of addiction on individuals, families, and communities, offering a beacon of hope for recovery and healing.
Against the backdrop of societal stigma and misunderstanding, readers are invited to witness the resilience of the human spirit as individuals navigate the complexities of addiction and its aftermath. From the depths of despair to the heights of redemption, these stories illuminate the transformative journey of recovery.
provides a sacred space for healing to unfold, fostering connection, empathy, and understanding among those affected by addiction. By confronting the stigma and silence surrounding all addictions, this book aims to inspire readers to cultivate compassion, resilience, and a renewed sense of purpose in their own lives. Together, we can break the chains of stigma, transform pain into power, and embark on a journey of healing for the mind, body, and soul.
Each author in this compilation has written their own chapter on the challenges they have faced around addiction. We commend them for their courage.
Written by Teena Clipston, Pam Rader, Luke Wiltshire, Brenda-Lynn Haley, Heather Alexander, Dawn Finn, Danna Bushell, Ben Goerner, Stacy Zemen, Helena Paivinen, Anne Theriault, Carol Thevarge, Hamish Roth, Taylor Pridy, Alma Lee Byzewski, and Callum Roth.
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